And just like that, all the trust we have built up together over this year has been shattered like glass against a cold concrete floor ( Read more... )

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Even with as hard as I try, I have come to the sad realization that I am just plain and simply not worthy of being loved. I know that people care about me, and I know that Karen cares about me (and in the familial sense, she truly loves me); but there is no one out there that loves me in a sense where I am truly needed and desired ( Read more... )

Last Friday, the whole family made a trip to SAMS Club out in Wentzville, and I was actually able to use the Rest Room without it first being closed off for an hour. It cracked me up that this was the first time, since we got our membership last May, that I have walked up to the Men's Restroom on a Friday or Saturday night, and not found it closed ( Read more... )

He gets to have a Blonde, Bobbed, Barberette shave his head bald

Was viewing my daily subscription updates on Youtube, and this video popped up in a list of recently trending videos, as a charity event, titled John's Shave. Of course it caught my eye, and I had to click on it.

His friend, Beth, had been urging him to cut his hair since around March. ( Read more... )

I have been really depressed recently, because I feel like we are not connecting. I know that has made me really "difficult," and I'm sorry.
- UrsaSolus (@ursasolus) May 20, 2016

I feel so sad and alone. I need your lovin' Bubble Bee. I want to make you smile, and love me. pic.twitter.com/udwzvFRoSq
- UrsaSolus (@ursasolus) May 20, 2016